Howdy floks..its been a while. Lets see where do I begin my story ? I'm working for my dad's company even though I much rather be working elsewhere. Its not that I don't like working for my dad, it is just that working for your dad is like not really working you know what I mean? The pay is good though and I guess my dad could use an I.T person around but somehow I just know this is not what I want to be doing. Come to think of it other than going to full time ministry I never had any desire to do anything else. I guess that is what happens when you know what God's will for your life is. I don't know how to explain it but I guess there is a sense of emptiness in what I'm doing now. I guess I shall just do the best I can for now until the lord leads me to a new place. Well that is basically how I've been feeling over the past two week or so. It's amazing how growing up I use to have these big dreams for my life but now that I've grown up, they seem to pale in comparison to what I want to do for God. There is just a deep sense of wanting to do so much more for God at this moment in my life

Anyway it was Wan's Birthday last week, I got him a copy of the Sims 2, reminds me of someone..sigh I wonder what might have been. Anyway Wan is without a doubt my bestest bud. He has been there for me in almost every situation over the past six years of my life. I guess you dont find very true friendship very often but I guess I'm just thankful to have not only Wan but a whole bunch of other guys and gals who truly capture the true meaning of friendship. Hehe I'm being poetic again.. Oh well got to get to 'work'..hehe see you guys soon . *smile*